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English Entry.

Putiko
o~Kто качался на моём стульчике и сломал его?T.T~o
My first blog entry in English, lol :D
My English is realy bad and sometimes creepy... but yeah, i dont wanna speak in Russian anymore >_<
Today i got mail from someone i dunno. He wrote in latvian but i think with translaitor help :>
And he said something that made me smile. Something like "thanks to whom you are so beautiful?" ^^ rofl
Yeah... but to be honest i feel bad last time.. realy bad!
I cant sleep at night, i wanna cry all the time and etc.
Its almost 4am and i feel so sleepy >_<// But I just cant sleep... CANT!!!
Yesterday at evening i felt so bad... and i lying on the bed and crying for an hour...
I felt like I dont wanna live anymore T_T...
My mom asked me - why are you crying? And I lied to her and said - Because of this bad, unsuccessful holidays..
But you know... this is part of the truth...
While i cried, i remembered my childhood Christmas and New Year with mom, dad and grandma..
And i felt so bad and hopeless... blah U_U.. I HATE myself./.
Aslo my aunt is in hospital, and gonna stay there for all holidays.. shitness +_+..
So this Christmas and New Year realy gonna be the worst ever T_T
God please, grant me something nice too...
All I want for Christmas is YOU! ^_^

But today gonna be good day. Me and mom gonna decorate house and Christmas tree ^_^ finally!!! Wo-hoo!!
And I need take a bath!! And clean our flat too >_< Blah...

By the way I started loosing weight from tuesday ^^
God, help me with this, please please please!!! ^^

Thats all i wanna say for now~
Stay tuned for more entries in English!

@темы: Бред, Грустное, Мысли вслух, События

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2012-12-22 в 09:27 

Phate
Happiness can be measured with cats.
My first blog entry in English, lol :D
Really? Congrats = )

My English is realy bad and sometimes creepy...
it's so not true )

Today i got mail from someone i dunno. He wrote in latvian but i think with translaitor help :>
E-mail? Or an "oldschool" letter on a piece of paper? )

I felt like I dont wanna live anymore T_T...
Bad thoughts! Push 'em away!

But today gonna be good day. Me and mom gonna decorate house and Christmas tree ^_^ finally!!! Wo-hoo!!
This is wonderful! Think about it! The holidays are so close. I already see them coming = ))

By the way I started loosing weight from tuesday ^^
Fantastic! )

2012-12-22 в 11:09 

Putiko
o~Kто качался на моём стульчике и сломал его?T.T~o
Phate
Really?
Yup! :shuffle:

it's so not true
Its true :puke:

E-mail? Or an "oldschool" letter on a piece of paper? )
E-mail of course!!! :nnn: I did not give my address to strangers!!!

Bad thoughts! Push 'em away!
Today I dont think this way :lady:

This is wonderful! Think about it! The holidays are so close. I already see them coming
:crazylove: yeah, i can see them, i can feel them!!! :chups:

Fantastic! )
Yea!! :china:

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2012-12-22 в 12:16 

Phate
Happiness can be measured with cats.
Its true
Believe me, if it was true, we wouldn't talk in English right now.

Today I dont think this way :lady:
Das ist wunderbar! )))

2012-12-22 в 20:58 

Putiko
o~Kто качался на моём стульчике и сломал его?T.T~o
Phate
Believe me, if it was true, we wouldn't talk in English right now.
Hmm, maybe this is true!

Das ist wunderbar! )))
:susp: umm?

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2012-12-24 в 07:05 

Phate
Happiness can be measured with cats.
Putiko, a piece of German )

2012-12-24 в 12:43 

Putiko
o~Kто качался на моём стульчике и сломал его?T.T~o
Phate
All I know in German is Гитлер Капут :china::alles:

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2012-12-25 в 09:59 

Phate
Happiness can be measured with cats.
:vict:

2012-12-28 в 09:48 

Angie-AL
Каждый получит то, что заслуживает
Putiko,
but yeah, i dont wanna speak in Russian anymore >_<
Why don't you wanna speak Russian?

Yeah... but to be honest i feel bad last time.. realy bad! I cant sleep at night, i wanna cry all the time and etc.
Some strange reaction you have there...

I felt like I dont wanna live anymore T_T...
But why?

While i cried, i remembered my childhood Christmas and New Year with mom, dad and grandma..
Nothing can be more painful than to remember the moments of happienes at the time of suffering...

I HATE myself./.
What for?

But today gonna be good day. Me and mom gonna decorate house and Christmas tree ^_^ finally!!! Wo-hoo!! And I need take a bath!! And clean our flat too >_< Blah...
That's fucking great!!!

2012-12-28 в 19:03 

Putiko
o~Kто качался на моём стульчике и сломал его?T.T~o
Angie-AL
Why don't you wanna speak Russian?
I dunno, just wana try somethingt new :glam:

Some strange reaction you have there...
Yup, but now i dont wanna cry anymore :shuffle:

But why?
I felt so depressed and tired T_T

Nothing can be more painful than to remember the moments of happienes at the time of suffering...
Yea, I absolutly agree with you, teacher :buddy:

What for?
Because Im so hopless,I cant protect those who are dear to me :buh:

That's fucking great!!!
Yeah!!! :coquet::china:

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2012-12-29 в 08:13 

Angie-AL
Каждый получит то, что заслуживает
Putiko,
I dunno, just wana try somethingt new :glam:
Well, that's not bad!)))

Yup, but now i dont wanna cry anymore :shuffle:
Great then!

I felt so depressed and tired T_T
Is everything okay now?

Yea, I absolutly agree with you, teacher :buddy:
The teacher is the one in school, in our case it should be the word "Mentor"))))

Because Im so hopless,I cant protect those who are dear to me :buh:
It's not true! If you want than you can!

2012-12-29 в 09:29 

Phate
Happiness can be measured with cats.
Angie-AL
The teacher is the one in school, in our case it should be the word "Mentor"))))
Master = )))

2012-12-29 в 09:45 

Angie-AL
Каждый получит то, что заслуживает
Phate,
Nope, mentor.

2012-12-29 в 11:27 

Phate
Happiness can be measured with cats.
Angie-AL, that was a joke...

2012-12-29 в 18:19 

Putiko
o~Kто качался на моём стульчике и сломал его?T.T~o
Angie-AL
Great then!
Yup :yes:

Is everything okay now?
Yea... i feel good now :shuffle:

in our case it should be the word "Mentor"))))
Never heard this word before :coquet:

It's not true! If you want than you can!
:lady: maybe... at least i can try :shuffle:

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2012-12-31 в 10:38 

Angie-AL
Каждый получит то, что заслуживает
Putiko,
ever heard this word before :coquet:
But now you know)))

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